another update
2005-02-03, 7:39 p.m.

Well I am back to do an update. Not much has changed. I am still very numb and still in denial. I wonder if that is normal or not. I cant say. Well I am trying to get my life in gear but its hard to do. I am having to do so much stuff and get the house in order and get it ready for people to move in so I can save it. That is a load of work. My father was a notorious pack rat. Well I just need a break it is all very overwhelming. I need a vacation and after all this is over I will go back to Italy. I need to go and escape this new hell. Thats all for now I am way too upset to write anymore.