All this for something to eat
2004-05-20, 11:24 p.m.

Ok was suppose to go shopping and all but no my father didnt wake up in time. So he went with his friend instead. Yeah ok then he was suppose to go to some dinner for the governor but thats next week. He showed up and then they told him no next week hahahahaha. So he came home and was like let's go to dinner. Ok just finished my evening workout and all sweaty and stinky. I hadnt taken a shower yet. I told him to go get some take out or something. He laid down and a few hours later called me again. So I said ok lets go to the chinese place by the house cause I could eat the things there. I got up and proceeded to take a shower.

OOOOOH yeah loving the shower. Dont you just love getting in a nice hot shower. It was completly orgasmic. I just stood there and enjoyed the hot water. Felt so good on my skin. I was all moaning. Usually I just jump in do my business and jump out. Showers can be dangerous I should know I fell in the shower once and broke 3 ribs. So needless to say I am shower phobic usually. But today it just felt so good. After a good work out a nice shower is good. So this is about 8:45pm and well I had to finish C.S.I. even though it was a repeat and there would be a new show on afterwards. I said ok I can miss it it will be rerun. I was ready to go.

My father gets up and I grab my wallet instead of my purse and put it in my little pouch in my hooded sweatshirt. We go to the chinese place and well they were only accepting to go orders. WTF? So I was like ok Emerald Queen here we come.

While driving I was truely terrified my father is really going down hill with the driving. We nearly hit so many things including cars. Then I noticed we are low on gas and I am not gonna walk when we run out on the highway or something. So I tell my father. He is like we can get some gas in Fife. We go the back way to the casino. My dad was all over the highway. Ok scary. I was about to make him pull over and let me drive.

We get to the casino and I cant find my wallet. My father couldnt find it when he went to park the car while I waited out front. He couldnt find it. I was like oh shit they wont let me in. But the guy was cool and let me in didnt card me. YAY! We walk through and ummm ok no restaurant anymore. They moved it to the new casino. WHAT? So we walk back out and the guy was like that was fast. I said ok no restaurant no wonder it was dead. He said yeah a lot of people walk in and walk out cause there is no restaurant. Ok losing business. So I said lets go to the new one. BUT first gas. He was driving all over Fife. We nearly ran out when I told him just to go get it at Union 76 cause I aint walking. He nearly side swipes two cars trying to turn around. I check out the gas prices. $2.30 JESUS CHRIST! He only put in 20 dollars and it was like 7 gallons. I remember when I could fill up my car for like 13 dollars. This is out of control. Screw Bush I hate him. Well we leave and we just roll past the new casino and he was like let's go to shari's. UMMMM UHHHHH I didnt get all ready for shari's. So I suggested Red Robin.

I was bad I had some fries. But I asked for chicken breast with as little salt as possible and no bun, no mayo( YUCK), no ketchup. Yeah they were like oh yeah we can do that we are low carb here. WHAT?? Now this is out of control too. I am through with that atkins shit. I was going for no fat no salt, and no sugar. Carbs can be good. Whatever then there walks in 20 kids all sitting together next to us and they were loud and obnoxious. I wanted to leave soon. But my father just kept talking and talking. I was like I need to go home and see if my wallet is there if not its at the chinese place's parking lot.

We get home and I see something on the grass where the truck was parked. My father pulls up and low and behold there is my wallet. HAHAHAHAHA no one took it. YAY! I was relieved. Ok now I am home and I want to sleep. Plus I can think of more rules for me dating again after I drop the weight. When I finish the list I will post it. Its quite specific cause I am tired of guys having all these standards that women have to meet but its not the other way around. I know its gonna rattle some cages but fuck off if you dont meet ALL of the criteria then BYE BYE. I have about 14 rules so far. Its a far cry from what I use to want. Plus I will get my dream book and post my new scary dreams. That one about "he who shall not be named" is still freaking me out. Its haunting me. Ok off to sleep. Soon as I finish talking to Orchy.